Georgia :*

I've never known that I really could find a GREAT friend in the INTERNET. 
It seemed to me that this odd idea about "foreign friends" is kinda old-fashioned and not actual :/ But I've never known that this stupid childish site stardoll will help me to make real friends who mean a lot to me. And yesterday was a birthday of my great friend Georgia :3 Nobody can even imagine how much things she knows about me and how much I do about her :] Feels like I've always known her & stuff :] 
By the way, she taught me to write these smiles ":]" hahah :D 
Anyway, I've delayed this greeting as I needed some time to prepare it! As long as I live in Russia and she lives in Greece, I cannot possibly make her a cool gift, but i'm trying to use these hi-techs xD 
I just FOUND the first mssg that YOU wrote me on stardoll xD I was rather freaked out, because I rarely talk to people whom I add. Your first massage was:
From: georgia_2937
Sent : 2009-01-29 17:49
Hey there.
Thanks for adding me.
U r pretty awesome.
x]]]
hope talk ya soon.
xD

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And after that our mails became bigger and bigger xD We discussed almost everything that happened to us xD And we still do it :D I would never forget how I told you about my family, Russia, friends and stuff. I remember those pics from your HB :D That's LOL! 
And I always complain about SUCH cold weather in SIBERIA :D  haha And I remember how you tried to speak Russian, because your aunt knows a bit Russian, and YOUR grandfather or whatever was TZAR! HAHAHAHA :D 
And we also think that we will live in the USA or in England xD And we always plan, that i will visit you in summer ^^ And oh my GOD:D We're sister , yeah! And I always steal your future husbands HAHA Remember June? xD ANDREW :3 ahahah And you know what, TODAY I'll admit, OK, that TODAY (but only TODAY) you're cooler than meh :P 
I really wish we would meet someday! I hope that you'll have SO MUCH fun in this crappy life! Because you know, all boys are LAME MORONS :D 
And I STILL don't really like Taylor Launter xD  But anyway, it doesn't matter:D We will keep talking on webcam & share our girlish problems xD 

And i love you, that's for sure ;) Thank you for being MY coooooooooooooooooooooool sister for such a long time, and we WILL stay this way (like it's said in songs) FOREVER ^^
Your Juls :* 

P.S. Lenka - The Show 

(reminds me of you :3 )

ytro jobana.

утро так хорошо начилось. почти началось. 1 телефонный звонок все испортил =_=
да, конечно это звонила мама. ну и да, она мне продиктовала мои планы на день, ага. =____=
и эти планы начинаются в 11. а звонила она в 9:40. я ничего не успею >< и вообще, я по-другому хотела утро провести :c ппц. а вот то, что мои америкосы только утром в онлайн, она как будто и не знает =_= и то, что я с ними не болтала уже наверное недели 3 - это тоже нормально. так бесит.
а еще это тупое солнце >< какого черта оно светит, а на улице всего -9 ? бредовое солнце ><
все, надо пойти собираться. 
а еще! ксюша сказала, что они нежильцы >< ну чоо яяя. я вообще ничего не делаю :P и зря вот ксеша отказалась от моего гениального плана >< и меня бесит эта там моя "знакомая" =_= ппц БЕСЯВАЯ >< ааа. ну да. зато у меня месть :D другой тупице >:D которую я не знаю даже :D охлол. 


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By the way, YOU will adore me if you get to know 1 thing! You know what, yesterday I realized, NOW FOR REAL, that I really really really don't like THAT pathetic MAN! >< Oh! I will tell you about it on Google Talk ,k? But I'm sure you won't even listen to me because you've told me millions times that he's LAME! :D And he really IS! Yay! :DDD But now I'm kinda embarrassed xD Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. <3

P.S. Taylor Swift - Fearless 

vafli!

Да потому что погода дурацкая
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И ода. Мне реально надо меньше думать :P Но сейчас, вполне очевидно, что мозг мой отключен :3
И мне пофиг :P
Зато я представляю, что скажет мама xD И выражение ее лица xD




And I like it when I watch some pics in his friends' albums and I saaaay THERE HE IS:D Gonna be MINE >:D
MWAHAHA :D

оууу шит:D

В общем, все не так плохо. Необходимость ходить в школу к 8 отпадает с понедельника до среды. Ну хотя бы так. Это спасает меня от лишних эмоций относительно этого дееееебила. А еще пробник позади, и дел вроде как приуменьшилось ^^
И я вот сейчас расстроилась немного. Не дай бог ОНИ поссорятся >< Или начнут там, как всегда =_= Блин, вот я сейчас написала и потом даже не вспомню о чем я. Шиииит.
А да, МЫ С КСЮШЕЙ ВИДЕЛИ НОВОГО ИДЕАЛА В 5 ШКОЛЕ :DDD ахахха:D
Ммм какие гууууубы :DDDD аххахахаха Ппц, он всегда будет с нами ,когда будут всякие экзамены & олимпиады :3 ДА, мы бредовыеее.:D 
Все все все.
Kote is a moron! (c) Trash Chick From Greece :D
But the lame thing is that every time I see him with someone else he becomes a moron xD Anyway, I really don't like him anymore :D
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P.S. Maroon 5 - This Love 

плохо. все плохо.

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

I am nothing now and it's been so long

Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

Tell me why we live like this?

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me




я всегда так делаю. =_= присваиваю левых людей себе. нафига? 
не хочу даже в школу идти.


*отвлеки меня, пожалуйста, прошу :c

vesna 2 (к черту котэ >< )

I'm tugging at my hair. I'm pulling at my clothes. I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows. 

I'm staring at my feet, my cheeks are turning red and I'm searching for the words inside my head :3  Because I'm feeling nervous. Trying to be so perfect.

It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time. What use is it to you what's on my mind? If it ain't coming out, we're not going anywhere so why can't I just tell you that I care? :3

___________________________________________________

меня бесит котэ.

не нравится больше :/

а еще я приболела >< Но в школе как бэ появлятся надо. А в пятнцу пробный по алгебре и за ним 5 дней псевдо-каникул. Но я жду эти 5 дней :] 

а на улице темнеет только в 6:30 :333 Веснааа *_* 

  

P.S. Avril Lavigne - Things I'll never say <3 

 

это он! :D

[18:57:53] французская: ты проходишь так
[18:57:53] французская: типо опа
[18:57:56] французская: ОПА!
[18:58:05 | французская: знаешь оглядываешься в недоумии
[18:58:30] gimme the chocolate and nobody gets hurt >:D: иии?
[18:58:35] французская: и так
[18:58:38] французская: ОН СМОТРИТ
[18:58:41] французская: и ты так
[18:58:56] французская: (smirk)
[18:59:02] французская: и он говорит
[18:59:03] французская: ммм
[18:59:07] французская: Юляшка?
[18:59:09] gimme the chocolate and nobody gets hurt >:D: АХАХХАХА
[18:59:20] gimme the chocolate and nobody gets hurt >:D: я б ему в глаз такое дала
[18:59:21] gimme the chocolate and nobody gets hurt >:D: ><
[18:59:27] французская: аахаххах
[18:59:39] французская: ЭТО_ОН! МАНЬЯК
[18:59:42] французская: и вдруг
[19:00:05] французская: подходят к тебе его друзья-которые-носят-футболки-с-радугой
[19:00:06] французская: и типо
[19:00:12] французская: ЭЙ ЧО БЫКУЕШЬ
[19:00:48] французская: и ты убегаешь
[19:00:50] французская: да
[19:01:37] французская: а
[19:01:39] французская: значит
[19:01:44] французская: он такой
[19:01:52] французская: эй любимые отойдите
[19:01:56] французская: эта детка моя
[19:02:06] gimme the chocolate and nobody gets hurt >:D: хахаха

vesna, pechal'no

Now I can't remember why I let you in again to get under my skin. And every time you disappear I remember  how I look for you but I can't see your face and then I hear you the only thing you say... 

I am afraid right now

I don't wanna let you down

And I am the one who can't be saved

The only thing I say:

I am afraid right now

What if I can't get out?

What if I don't want to be saved?

This is me afraid. And I remember how you ran out to hide you kept me close behind following your every move so I remember the only thing you say is

Don't look for me

Cause you will never say

You won't hear me

Why do we keep this up?

Why do we live like us?

When there is nothing left to save

Will you be afraid?

I am afraid right now. You already let me down. You are the one who can't be saved. If only I could say I am afraid right now. You never will get out. You'll never let yourself be saved. 

You are so afraid.

A walk to remember*

Jamie: You have to promise you won't fall in love with me.
Landon: That's not a problem.

Jamie: Are you trying to seduce me?
Landon: Why? Are you seducible?

Landon: Our love is like the wind... I can’t see it, but I sure can feel it.

Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle.
Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you.

Jamie: I'm sick.

Landon: I'll take you home. You'll be be...

Jamie: No. Landon! I'm sick. I have Leukemia.

Landon: No. You're 18. You - you're perfect.

Jamie: No. I found out two years ago and I've stopped responding to treatments.

Landon: So why didn't you tell me?

Jamie: The doctor said I should go on and live life normally as best I could. I - I didn't want anybody to be weird around me.

Landon: Including me?

Jamie: Especially you!

[Jamie looks down]

Jamie: [Landon gets upset]

Jamie: Ya know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened! I do not need a reason to be angry with God.

[Jamie runs away]

The start of something new.

Well, it's March. So, it's supposed to be warm & sunny, but that doesn't matter when we talk about MY town. So lame! Anyway, I'm not a plant to directly depend on weather, right? There are a lot of things to be done. Of course I mean studies. But sometimes, between doing homework or reading exam preparation books or doing tests etc., I have time to discover some things. 

I <3 Aerosmith

My father approved my choice lol :D

I haven't downloaded ALL their albums yet, but I've listened to 15 top songs from last.fm charts :D And my fav are Girls of a summer, Pink & Jaded *_____* 

Speaking of music, the great thing is that my lil bro went to his another ice-hockey championship for a week, and he left iPod >:D Mwahaha. I will upload there Britney Spears songs and delete all his "alternative" and "punk rock" music :D I don't know the reason for this random desire, but it's just me xD

Oh, and I keep learning how to use Photoshop. Yes, I've made some pics. Of course I don't like them. This one is sth like our inside joke, so you're likely not to understand this picture:D

P.S. Aerosmith - Pink

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